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IN MEMORY OF BLIND DOGS – A LETTER FROM THE
BRIDGE
The Whisper
Of Love
It had been less than a week since my best friend, my “heart dog,”
had passed away. The tears would not stop flowing, the pain was unbearable and sleep
was impossible. I stumbled to the kitchen. There on the table, was an envelope. On
it was written one word. “Mom.”
“ This
Rainbow Bridge is a neat place Mom. Because of the close bond we shared, all of your
other furry angels have chosen me to write to you. Yes, Mom. Everyone is here; Skippy,
Wrangler, Crystal, Cimmaron, Luki, Trooper, Merribuck, Sunshine, even Chipper flies by
every day. We run and play together and have so much
fun!
Remember how
I was blind and couldn't see you? I can see you now Mom! I see the love in your
eyes. I also see your tears. How I wish I were there to lick them
away.
The people
who come here are so thrilled when their pets run to them. The humans stay long
enough to touch each one of us, tell us that our people will come someday and
that we will experience the same joy as their pets do now. These
people say you still cry, but that’s ok. It is a true testament to the love we
shared.
You took
such good care of me; you loved me more than anyone else ever could. But you knew when it
was time for me to go, Mom. You loved me so much that you set me free…free to exist
in this wonderful place where there is no pain and I am healthy and
complete.
You were
there when I needed you most: at the very end. I could feel your tears on my fur,
your hand gently touching my head, your arms wrapped tightly around me. I wanted to say
‘Don’t cry Mommy. It’s ok now.’ Your ultimate gift was the resting of your
head on mine as I took my last breath. That was pure love
Mom.
When I close
my eyes, I can still feel the warmth of your breath in my ear, telling me how much you
loved me and that you would always be with me. You were right Mom. You
are with me and I
am with you. Even though you can't see me, know that I walk beside you every
day.
I see you
cry when you see others with their pets. But guess what Mom? You won't be alone
for long. Your new fur child is coming! And I will be the lucky one to choose
him or her for you!
I'll be
sending you a new friend to love. Inside their heart, I will place my love so
that part of me will be with you once again. I don't know what shape or form I will
choose yet, but it will be my gift to you. I know you will give the love you
had for me, back to another.
I like it
here Mom; there is green grass everywhere. I see the sunshine instead of feeling it. I
gaze at the flowers and trees instead of smelling them, watch the birds
soaring above instead of just hearing them. And I am able to run again! I can run
free!! I'm as happy as I possibly can be without you here. On
the day you arrive, I will know true
happiness.
I
will wait for you Mom. I promise. One day, we will all cross the bridge
together. I miss you Mommy. I love you. We all
do”
I placed the
letter next to the ashes of my best friend and looked down by my side. A faint whisper of
love rose up and touched my cheek. In the mirror, I saw one single dog
hair clinging to a tear, and I knew. I closed my eyes and could see that beautiful
face, body whole, tail wagging.
The letter
was gone when I opened my eyes and so was the lone
hair.
The whisper
of love remained.
Arlene R.
O'Neil
© August 15, 2006
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